woah sue them? lol!
Well its not THAT far and not that obvious....but it has done a lot of mental harm to me. I can function but many times found it hard. I still am aware of what fool zero pointed out. I accept responsibility for the way i see things.........
I am in the process of realizing all that ...you know. Like the truth is that i am not a squirt and not lazy or not talented not interesting and not creative.
So thanks a lot for all responses, especially those who identified with my anger at them!

I need to get them and their words OUT of me!!!