He spent the night last night. Was getting txtd by a friend whom he chose to ignore. The friend started txting again this morn. Just for fun I said let me see and answer. Why no its just a friend arguing with me about this and I'll tell him that was his response. Well I let it go at that. Not going to push but why cldnt I see. So I began talking about other things and he was shaking his head and I asked what and he said nothing he just shakes his head sometimes and that he is weird like that. And I said I don't believe you. And now I feel left out. Pushed back in a way. Now I am hurt and I don't want to talk to him. Don't want to look at him. I won't share with him now. No I can't I won't. I will back away to where it was safe. To where it ddnt matter if he ddnt show me or tell me what's on his mind. Back to where I ddnt care.