Been completely dissatified with my life lately; dissatisfied with the lack of progress on the renovation, dissatisfied with the way the outside is looking, dissatified that my veggies don't seem to be growing, agravated with my bank, SSI, money situation, hubby... EVERYTHING! So why can't I get off my big duff and DO something about it??

My physical state could be improved but my doc is out for three weeks with back surgery... which I think I'm going to need, too!

AAAHHH! Seems like EVERYTHING in my life is such a battle!! It always has been! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS!! ... but? Someone please just wave a magic wand for me, will ya?