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Congratulations on your disability being approved!!!!! Good for you
You are not alone in this hun.....I have been like that too....people I care about being around me making me nervous and wanting them all to leave. When I talked about this during therapy, my therapist suggested that I may have had my comfort zone infringed on....I am the type that likes to be in control...having a schedule is important to me and when there is company around...my schedule is thrown out of whack.
How I learned to deal with it is to just recognize it and realize that it is ok...it is not going to last forever, they are going to leave soon, etc. I try to look at the positive in it all. I know how hard this is on you....I have been there. I still have some days when company drops by unexpectedly and I do get antsy about it. I know what it is now though and that does help.
Your feelings are all ok and normal....talk about it here when you can and if you are feeling stressed about it. We now how you feel and understand.

Heather
"The Pessimist complains about the wind, the Optimist expects it to change and the REALIST adjusts his sails." ~~~author unknown