I am signing up with Cornerstone and looking for a residence. I live alone in a very nice place but I'd rather live in a shelter than be so lonely. I sometimes feel like I'm in another dimension like the twilight zone, or some nightmare I can't wake up from. This happens mostly on weekends. How I dread them with fear and trembling. I want ot be dead so much or really want to be alive so much. Can't seem to manage either. I'm taking Klonopin and hoping to hang in. I know going into the hospital I'd feel better, but it's such a hassle and I'd be back in the same place.