I'm still trying to figure out how this site works. I can't seem to find anything that explains what a PM is.....but hopefully a lightbulb will come on at some point. lol Thank you so much for your response. Gosh. It makes me feel hopefull just to hear that someone has experienced something similar to my plight. I have become somewhat isolated by this experience because it is just so bizarre. Knowing that you have been "in my shoes" so to speak.....I am hoping that you have moved on to a healthier and saner place. Actually I'm hopeful that you did it without having to extricate yourself from the situation....but if that's not the case.....I am still anxious to learn what I can from your experiences. Returning the hug to you.....thank you so much for responding. I await the PM.....whatever it is. lol It won't hurt will it?? lol -D