I have a fear around eating which is a hard thing to deal with because you need to eat to live. I have a peanut allergy which is newly diagnosed within the past 2 years and i had a severe allergic reaction out of the blue to it and i sort of feel tramatized because everytime im eating it feels like my throat is closeing or it is hard to swallow even with foods that dont contain peanuts. I am just afraid I am going to end up with an eating disorder because of it. Like i am so afraid of having another reaction I wont eat alone and I always have wierd dreams where it has something to do with peanut butter or peanuts in general and then I wake up and feel like I can breathe. Any thoughts or advice?