I have many aquaintances but no one tah I would actually hangout with. I have 2 friends...one that calls me once a week to check...the other is my best friend...well at least that's what I consider her to me...but I haven't spoken to her in over 2 months...she gets mad at me because I don't want to do things...she has tons of energy and is always "doing lunch" but I hate talking to people face to face or on the phone...I have to be in the mood and that is very rare. When I was at work I was a manager and I was the complet opposite...I was in control and my employees looked up to me for guidance. I tend to be whoever the person(s) expect me to be...which is why I hate being around people...I just want to be me...miserable and quiet...I don't invite anyone to my house anymore because I feel I have to "entertain" them...which is what I feel conversation is. So, YES...I understand being anti-social...I hate it and I love it at the same time...it's a warm blanket to protect me but sometimes it gets too hot and burns me and whoever is beside me. (my attempt at being profound)