I apologised for taking one of her comments the wrong way and then said that she's my twin and we shouldn't be getting so *****y towards each other and told her I love her and do care about her etc, and then she didn't answer so I just left it at that.

I'm feeling very sick after smelling Connor cooking a fry up for lunch, which was his Mum's idea... I had to eat it too and now just want to purge my life away I'm sitting here and all I can here is;

"run upstairs to the bathroom, no-one will hear you, go on. It'll help you to lose weight if you get rid of it all.." and I'm so tempted and just ahhhh! don't know what to do