Hi Amanda,

I'm also suffering from trichotillomania.
I've never gone to the doctor about it, but i am going to very soon!!
I've had it since i was around 14 or 15. I have very noticeable bald patches like you too, and i have to work really hard on my hair to make the most of it. My best friend knows that i pull it out as i eventually told her about it when i was around 20 or 21, and she is SO supportive of me and doesn't think i'm a freak - even though i feel like one. I am 28 now.

I pulled all of my eyelashes out about 9 months ago, they have now grown back thank god!! My best mate noticed straight away when i had pulled them out, even though i tried to lie that i hadn't. And as soon as they'd grown back i was texting her to say i was using mascara for the first time again! She was so proud and i think the reason why i'm finally going to get help over my hair pulling is that she asked me to because i'm bridesmaid at her wedding next July. And i promised i would get help so that maybe i would have all my hair back in time for it.

I don't think i will do it, but i'm really going to try because i can't live with it anymore. It's so frustrating that the one thing that makes you feel ugly, is something of your own doing!!

So if i can swallow my pride and muster up some courage and go see my doctor, then pleeeease can you too??
I know exactly how you feel and i know how embarassed you are by it. But since joining here last night, i have now realised how common this affliction is and there is no reason to fear telling someone. Especially as there is a treatment for it.
I wish i had found this site 10 years ago and then maybe i would have asked for help before it got so bad.

Much hugs

Gretchen xxxx