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I'm so mad, hurt, sad, disappointed, etc. You name it and I'm feeling it at the moment.
I moved out of my mom's house due to the fact that she wasn't treating me right. For me she is a major trigger. No, I'm not saying she is the cause of it but she is a trigger. Well when I left she told me that she was going to cancel my phone plan, its in her name. She told me to take the car, the title is in my name but I was making payments to her and then she told me to stop. She said to take the car and not worry about it. So I took the car and was prepared to get my own cell plan. Then I get out of the house and living with a friend. She calls me about a week or two later and says I've decided not to cancel the phone plan so don't worry about it. Then she says don't worry about the car its taken care of. I hadn't seen her or any of my family in about a month. I came to my hometown Saturday nite to see everyone and decided to stay until monday...i was actually considering moving back.
Then this morning, Sunday comes and I slept longer than my mom wanted. She comes in my room telling me that she can't believe that I slept so long. Tells me that I'm lazy and a moocher. Tells me that she was going to take me to get some clothes and get a gps thing but not now. She said she didn't want to support me. I didn't ask for money. I didn't ask her to take me to get a gps thing. I didn't ask her to take me to get clothes. I didn't ask for anything. That was on her. I only took the car because she told me to. The car and phone were on her. She is the one that changed her mind. She is the one that was going to buy the clothes and gps. I didn't ask nor want that. She is the one not me. But some how I'm the lazy one. I'm the moocher. I didn't come see them for their freaking money or to get clothes or to get a gps. I came to see them. i came to visit and maybe work on moving back and getting my owh place. I'm upset. I'm hurt. It would be one thing if I asked for money, clothes, gps, food or anything else but I didn't. And now all of a sudden I'm a terrible person because my mom not me but my mom decided to do all of that.
Then about 2 hours after making me feel like the worst person ever she comes in the room and acts like everything is great, wonderful, peachy. Yes, I'm upset. Maybe I shouldn't be but I am. She stands here telling me how I'm a lazy worthless person and then expects everything to be okay.
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