I have thought about it. I have again with recent events and I have debated about even telling him that I come here. Actually, even though he knows that I use the internet for "bad"--like in coming up with what I did last night thus leading to the question of me possibly going to a hospital--he also knows that I use it for a type of therapy. Despite what happened yesterday and me reminding him of it, he still highly encouraged me to get online. I think that he was a bit cautious when I reminded him that I use the internet for the bad, too, but he seemed willing to take the chance, that the therapeutic effect could outweigh the negative. Should I ever go into the hospital, I hope my T demands I have internet access! I'll have to question that next time he and I talk, if I could bring my laptop to the hospital with me? I betcha he'd say YES!