I've actually never read any of your postings as I am hit & miss here--but I tell you I've done my share of irrational posting & gotten the ire up of some people (EVEN WITH MY RATIONAL POSTINGS). Your apology is very sincere & we ALL know what it is like to regret things we have done & said so don't feel any different from the rest if us. We are all struggling.

At least you offered a sincere apology for things you later realized were not in your best interest or of the PC community, but hey, we all are having difficulties or we wouldn't be here!

We'd be on there "Mrs.. or Ms. Perfect" reality show or something. That would be a trip!

You sound like a kind-hearted, sincere person. Let it go. Don't feel quilt. I & sometimes my "best" has been horrendous, but you must have heard the phrase "We do the best we can under the circumstances."

Now that we know better we will do better with plenty of backsliding (at least on my part), but I am TRYING & it sounds like you are, too.