Things aren't going ok. I'm having major problems with self-harm. I really want to do it. I have been doing it. Mom doesn't know. That's the point. Therapist says that if I tell her, she will help me and not necessarily tell my mom. Mom tends to overreact with just about anything. I hate it. I do not like my family life. I want to break away. I’m not sure what to do with myself. No one understands me. I'm struggling with my physical diagnosis right now. It's really weighing a huge toll on me. I'm not sure how I'm doing this, but for once in my life, I'm actually hungry. Eating disorder is getting to be a problem. I'm just plain lost. I hate my life and just want things to go better because I need ii. I'm just upset.
~dance59326