I feel the same way. Especially when I go out to eat or if someone comes to visit and eats with us. I avoid it like the plague now. I think it's a fear of eating in front of someone. Because my hands and head/neck sort of spasm and shake especially right when someone looks at me. So that's really embarassing so I try to hide when I eat now. Or eat while watching TV so I know no one will be looking at me. It's hard because I have to avoid a lot of social situations that involve eating..