((((((((((((((((((((((tmac87)))))))))))))))))))))))))

i dont know your whole story - i only know whats here in this thread - but i can see all the hurt and anger there -

you obviously put a lot of thought into adopting out your baby and have done what you think is right - 2nd guessingyourself will only hurt more - please try to be kind to your self - you have done the best you can - and that is all anyone can ask

It must be hard seeingthe other babies and hearing them - are you receiving any support? councilling? Dance has a great idea of a support group - you are going through ia kind of grief at the moment - your hormones and blood comppnents are all up in the air form the pregnancy and the birth they will take time to settle down..

Please hang in there - seek help - and keep in touch.

If you possibly can - then dont cut - it only distracts from the pain for a short time - thenthe pain returns - hard as it is you have to work through it - feel it and get through - we are here to help if you need us

please take care P7