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Im sorry you are feeling this way - please dont hurt yourself any more if you can - lie can really suck at times and it seems like this is one of those times for you now - cutting doesnt help - it distracts from the pain for a short time - leaves scars that make us feel guilty and sometimes ugly (does for me anyway)
i have to organise a test soon adn they will see the scars on my leg - that is why im putting it off - dont give yourself any more marks to show your pain - i can see it -
read the stickys at the top of the page on things to do instead of cutting
imagine what your life will be like in a different time and place - thats why i used to read all the time - it helped me escape... until i could
I am so sorry you are going through all this strife - if i could i would fix it for you but i cant - please talk to your T - ask for ideas on how to help you - because you deserve to be cared for not harmed - you deserve to be happy not upset and you deserve to be heard - and we hear you - keep talking - do things to keep your hands busy - take a shower or long bath.......
please dont hurt yourself
P7




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Its not how many times you fall down that counts
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet