i dont know what happened wiht T can you talk about what happened to T and then if you sort that out talk about this?
Im sorry your husband is shouting at you that must be triggering -
if he shouts at you can you leave the room if he wont liste n to you - take yourself away to somewhere quiet if possible?
you need to talk to someone about this - if not your T do you have a pdoc? or a dr you can confide in?
please let us know how you are going
P7
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet