hi Jacq10 - good luck for your pdoc appt - make sure you do tellher whats happened that way she cna help you - she will not think badly of you - she willl be glad that you could tell her -
please let us know how you go and take care
remember you are worthwhile and you do deserve good things in life like being helped by your pdoc
P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet