Take it one day at a time. Each day you are able to feed your boys and keep them safe is a day you have achieved something great. Don't expect more of yourself now. Keep yourselves safe. Find an apartment. Work hard. Keep strong and keep smiling for the boys. It's really hard work. Super hard. But you have to do it; they are depending on you. You will do it. You will find the strength. You have done it before. Don't panic. You can do it.