Oh (((((((((((((((((Judee))))))))))))))))))))

I'm so very sorry for your loss hon. I think Hunny is right that you are in a state of shock right now and emotions will come in time as you are more ready to deal with them.

How you are feeling now and what you will be feeling in the future is normal, it's normal for YOU. I truly hope that no one will put on you how they think you should be acting or feeling. Everyone grieves in their own personal way and should be respected, not expected to be otherwise.

I hope you can take this time to take good care of yourself. Be patient with yourself and your process. Post when you need to and know whatever you need to say is perfectly ok and normal.

Warm and Gentle 's to you.