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Oct 05, 2009, 04:59 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2009
Location: Fringes of the bell-shaped curve
Posts: 779
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Originally Posted by ThePainNeverDies
My wrist is much better today, still a little swollen and painful, but less than yesterday, thankfully and I can play my guitar again 
I've had a horribly rough ride today, but somehow got through it, although I still feel like just throwing in the cloth and saying "It's over, I give up. Forever." But instead, I have said to Connor that I need this week alone, just to think about things and try to sort them out myself. Of course the plan is: Loads of exercise, clean and tidy my WHOLE flat (as in a full on blitz of the place), let pity and anger and tears pass by and say hello on the way and just stay in bed lots. Food is not included in this plan...
If anything, I'm feeling worse everyday, but I'm getting through somehow. Please don't ask how because I have no idea! I am trying to take care of my knee and back. My knee just keeps getting worse so I think I've done more to it than what others think... Hmm |
   I am constantly amazed at your resiliency (((TPND))) - no matter the external or internal challenges and struggles, at your very core you are a warrior, a survivor of incredibly strong will, even if sometimes that will works against you. You say that "Food is not included in this plan..." I will not pretend to really know much about the mechanics of eating disorders, but can you at least tolerate taking vitamin supplements (fish oil and/or flax seed oil capsules - the omega 3 and 6 fatty acids, B, C, D vitamins, etc.) to give your body and brain what they need to function correctly, and possibly something like Pedialyte to keep your electrolytes balanced? Electrolytes also affect brain function - feeding the brain what it needs would help improve your perception and perspective and help produce more positively directed thought. Just want you to give yourself the best possible chance of winning your war. Please take good care of yourself and let us know how it's going.
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"I walked a mile with Pleasure; she chattered all the way, But left me none the wiser for all she had to say. I walked a mile with Sorrow and ne'er a word said she; But oh, the things I learned from her when Sorrow walked with me!"
(Robert Browning Hamilton; "Along The Road")
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