cobkgm, welcome! you will find several other DID'ers here who share their experiences. even though we all live with DID, we're diverse in our experiences. i'm sure you'll find relation here.
i've lost time for as long as i can remember too. i, also, did not know that's what was happening. i didn't even miss the time! i've been in therapy for seven yrs. i've been dx'ed with DID for 3 yrs, i think.
t and i are doing some really intensive work right now wherein i've been getting alot of information given to me about my childhood...feelings too. it's been rough. i'm a survivor though
i think we find peace in the little things around us. i've said that many times. one thing i've noticed is, would i know peace if i had it? i had to define what peace would mean to me before i could recognize having it. does that make sense? when i define it, i realize that i already have some of it and didn't know it.
it's so good to have you here.
tell us more!
kd