Thanks darling.... But sometimes I really thing I do deserve it..... Im not that nice of a person..... Im evil.... Im such a bad person..... I hurt everyone.... And everyone hates me.... Even in the chat rooms I dont really seem to fit in..... Everyone knows each other and gets on with one another and then there is me..... Some times..... Most of the time..... I want to give up!!! Completely give up!! I feel like everything I do is not and never will be good enough.... I fail at everything I do..... I mess everything up.... I think its a merical that Im still here...... If I had, had my way I would has died a long time ago..... I cant strave right.... I fail at that..... I cant cut right I fail at that.... I cant OD right I fail at that.... I am failing at everything so what is the point in trying..... I not good at anything over then "complaning" and when I do that I annoy people so I might as well go hide in a corner.... And never come out!! Im a ***** up and always will be!! I cant even sort my own problems out..... I have to come on here for help...... Im weak and Im patheic..... Im useless at everything and not worth the air I breathe!! So what is the point anymore!??