So some interesting things transpired.....

I went to Georgia for a couple interviews with grad profs and while I was there I was talking to my friend. Well....we were texting and I sent "I think I might break up with Dave".....well....guess who I accidentally sent it to. Yeah. You got it.

So of course he called flipping out and saying he was done etc... Well once it surfaced that it might actually be over I kinda flipped. It was like a realization that I'm really NOT ready for it to be over because the second I realized what I did when i hit 'send' I felt my heart drop into my feet.

We talked/yelled/argued for about 1.5 hours and came to a conclusion. He realized that I really wasn't going to stick around if things kept up like they have been. I also realized that he really does do a lot of stuff for me that I take for granted. So I came home yesterday and the entire house was spotless. Everything that was cluttered had been taken out to the storage unit and there were flowers on the coffee table. He even cleaned out the kitty litter box while I was gone (which I don't think he has ever done before). He did ALL the laundry and all the dishes.

And we have talked more since I got home and I think that was kind of a good mistake I made. It made him realize that he was taking me for granted and vise versa. Since then (this happened friday) he has been a lot more patient and a lot less hot headed. We'll see how it goes but since we both got everything out in the open it has been awesome. I know that both of us had things we needed to say and I think that finally did it. So even though I can't believe I did that on accident, I'm kind of glad it happened.