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Oct 05, 2009, 11:23 PM
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Well, I've recently decided instead of hurting myself when I get the urge (I don't actually cut or burn or bruise or anything but I still hurt) to draw on myself with a marker instead. I used to draw in a notebook or write but I've shy'd away from that because I'm afraid I'll end up triggered...
Unfortunately...my family doesn't like this AT ALL. My brother yells at me for it, and my dad tells me that "it's not good" for me as though the marker was to seep through my skin and poison my blood. While my mom and step-dad don't exactly disapprove, my mom thinks it's really crazy which makes me sad. I want to tell them it's better then the alternative but I don't want to know what the alternative is. 
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