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you are doing good not hurting your self - they just dont understand whats going on -
heres just a thought - you are drawing instead of hurting right - cna you draw on paper and tehn throw it away?
can you draw on parts of your body that arnt seen?
I hope you can get past this cos not hurtingyourself is a GREAT improvement
P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet