hell folks . i dont know if this is where i need to post but this is me . i dont spell to well so bare with me ... they say i am bipoler ,, they say i am depressed ,, they say i am manic depressive ,, i have tons or fears of dieing /liven and any thing else that pops into my head.. i dont sleep alot ,, i will have something get stuck in my head and its like a wheel that races around all night and day .. i drive my wife crazy with all my problems ,, .. i havent went to work in 3 weeks ,, i have been setting in my room most of the time ,,, i feel as if i am going to lose what little mind i have left .. i have started to see things alot ,,, bugs mostly out the corner of my eyes ,, all i dont is take my meds and cope with it ,, i think my dr is more crazy then me most of the time .i always feel as if someone is watchen me ,, i am scared to death of cops ,, i have to pull over if i see one , i feel like i am going to pass out when one gets behind me while i am driven down the road ,, ( i have never been in trouble thow) i am so meessed up till i dont know what to do any more .. the only thing that keeps me from just check out is my kids ,,, thats what i live for ,, i could go on and on about what all is my troubles but yall might think i was a freak or some thing so i will live it like this for now ,,