(((((((((((( tree house ))))))))))))

[quote=treehouse;1158026] T left a message and said we will work through whatever feelings this brings up. he said that if it's easier for me to focus on him and what he thinks of me, then i can do that for now, [....] he said that he knows i'm not any of the bad words i said and that we will make sure i know i am not those things either ...../quote]

dear Tree, even if you are not at the end of your road yet, you are much farther along than you were before you went in yesterday. Your T is very strong and skilled, and he cares and is there for you.

You did so well !! now you need to rest some.