no journaling really. I think it was tried once but then everything in writing would be destroyed and burned up or soaked in liquid to bleed the writing out just in case any one of them keeping me would find it. Ive had T show me letters here and there that theyve received with my name and address. (Thats hugley embarrassing and scarey but must be a releif to someone in here)

So this site is as close as it gets to journaling. I search all users post and see whats been going on here at least.

Odd that any sort of artwork- no matter who or how it would be conceived or produced has never been destroyed. Like I know what it means - but I know that no one who shouldn't could ever read me through art and color. So arts a language and a disguise from the evil.

And color is a disguise and a deliverence. Im still green today now so its cool.

When i looked at the part in cc where the mockingbird charecter comes in the adonis love story thread it says " dont tell of the colors mixing under her robes" I think its wild that Im in the audience I was writing for and also describing something i was too thick to recognize yet.
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sorry for going on at you. . . <font color="#008800"> </font> <font color="green"> </font> <font color="#008800"> </font> <font class="small">Code:</font><hr /><pre> </pre><hr /> <font color="#008800"> </font> what a dolt I dont know how to make the text green