((((((((((((((((Berries)))))))))))))))) Needing a certain amount of a medication doesn't make you a freak. All of our bodies are different. I wish that I didn't need so many different kinds of medicine, and I'm the neighborhood "freak" who avoids everyone and waits til dark to get the mail or take out the rubbish. I hope you know how many friends love you here at PC. I know what it's like to go for days on end without sleep, and it can sure mess you up. Be sure to talk to your T or pdoc about this. Hugs to You ~ billieJ