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Oct 06, 2009, 07:09 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2008
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((((((((judee)))))))))
Sorry for your lost hun
genn 
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Originally Posted by JudeeB
Two years ago the man I loved moved far away so his son could take care of him due to severe health problems. We'd been in relationship for over 12 years at that point. I have truly missed him. He was the only person in my whole life I trusted and felt safe with. He knew my alters and saw us through many difficult years of therapy. He stood at my side when my youngest child was killed in an accident.
Yesterday I got the call that he had passed away in his sleep Sunday morning. I haven't told anyone, not even my roommate. I can't cry. I just feel sad but shut down.
Very few people in my life at this time know about the DID and the few who do don't really understand and avoid the topic. I feel very alone. Guess my fear is that if I tell them they will expect me to act in a certain way, what is considered normal, and I'm not in that space.
Thought you guys may understand. Thanks for being here.
Judy and Company
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