Thanks for everyones comments! I have been reading them. The people here keep saying they will let me stay it's just so much. I'm doing alright now and I think it's mostly because I got to take my meds. This is just so much to take in. No more home no more husband no more daily pc chats soon no more cell... Than no more being called names no more being screamed at no more being hurt physically and emotionally I get to be my own person again I get to wear what I want go where I want talk to who I want see who I want. I will get a job and get help from the government. I will save as much as I can and get my children a home. We will be happy again it just doesn't seem that way when things are so low right now