Lynn, I mean this with all due sincereity (excuse my spelling) you should become a psychologist! Your advice as well as others has been very helpful. I know I tend to get worked up over small things and blow them out of proportion, this is a bad habit of mine.

But having supportive people help me to think in "black and white" terms and things based on facts means alot to me. I don't have a mental health support team right now I only have my family doctor to give me refills for my prescriptions.

*update*

My brother replied to my e-mail! He told me that he isn't angry with me and would like to meet up but I have to give him a weeks notice because he is busy with work.

I am still in shock and in tears after reading his e-mail. I miss him so much!

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Wednesday and Thursday I have interviews. I will do my best to relax myself before the interviews and to eat properly. I wish I could bring a friend along to the interviews so I wouldn't feel so nervous.

Thank-you so much to all my "Getting a Life..." supporters!