Been having trouble sleeping. Getting little. Sometimes its like a consious sleep. Its such a strange feeling. I have been trying to just get up each day and get to work once I'm there I know I'll be ok. My manager saw me crying in the break room the other day. It was over nothing. Then I was fine again and went back to work. I have been missing more lately bcz I can't seem to keep myself together. My anxiety is running rampant and I have stayed home days. Not even leave the house once those days. I'm trying to get myself together enough to deal with the holidays coming up. I don't know if I'm going to be ready. All I know is I'm trying. I'm doing what I can and I don't want to lose my job over missing so much. I'm trying.