I have had the distinct pleasure of talking to you on the telephone and I know you are not an insincere person, the kind of honesty, thoughtfulness, respect, empathy, sensitivity, decentness we talked for that hour COULD NOT HAVE BEEN contrived, it is my belief..
PM me and let me know how you are, I agree, it is the deep, deep depression talking...I, too, know a depression that deep, and we of PC can help get you out of it..
Real life things are good for balance, but please spend an hour a day here at PC just being you, YOU ARE A WONDERFUL PERSON
