My anxiety levels are very high tonight.
I can't really discuss why, but I am desperately worried and anxious and I don't know how to sleep.
I am self medicating, not helping me much!
The wind is blowing, really hard, closing the walls in on me.
I feel stifled.
I need my husband.
He can't be here.
I am anxious.
I am desperately worried.
I hate his job!
I have unrelenting hiccups, I can't settle.
I need peace.
When my husband eventually gets home, he needs peace and quiet. I can't present any anxiety whatsoever.
He needs me.
I need me.
I am so lost.
I am scared.
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