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Originally Posted by crystalrose
what does co conscious mean? Pdoc said i am partly co conscious. In relation to dissociation and dissociation disorder. Explain it to me or post a link that explains it well.
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it means you can hear the voices of your alters, you can see what ius going on around you while you are an alter, you can hear your alter talknig when they are in control of the body, you know what is going on when you are an alter. But you couldnt control what was going on.
examples.. when I first became co conscious with my alters I could hear voices in my head commenting on things I was doing. Not a real fun thing when you are in a public pool and looking at the gorgious life guard and you hear in your head "wow doesnt leave anything to the imagination does he, is that an elephant trunk in there" and my best friend next to me said amanda are you ok your face just turned red. ok how do I explain to her I just heard this strange voice in my head commenting about that lifeguard. forget it not happening yea Im ok just too much sun I guess. LOL another time I was sitting in a restraunt and the guy at the table behind me had brussel sprouts on his plate and I hear a voice saying " gag me with a sppon why dont ya" when I told my therapist I was hearing voices she told me it was a good thing that I was just starting to experience co consciousness.
later on things happened like knowing I was sitting there talking to my partner but feeling far away and the voice wasnt mine that was coming out of my mouth. I could hear the words but could not control what I said.
Another timeI felt far away but saw my hand move pick up a glass and throw it across the room. I knew my alter was feeling mad and that she was throwing the glass but could not control and stop her.