Don't worry about what you write or sharing your feelings. This is a place for all of us to come and say how we feel. You don't have to be afraid. And dont' worry about sounding stupid or rambling or posting too long. We all have and do do it when we need to. It's why we are here.

I am sorry that the two closest to you don't seem willing to understand. I am glad you are in therapy and trying to fight this. That's important. You do have us here. WE all understnad how it feels to be depressed, scattered, sometimes crazy. It's ok to be yourself here and it's good to get stuff out so keep posting. You will find alot of caring and supportive people here.

See, I replied and it wasn't so scary was it?
Hugs sweetie :O)
Heidu

The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it.
John Ruskin