Yes, it's so amazing! I was pretty upset last night until I did some writing on what happened and saw my part. I had thought that my part would have meant that I was just an awful person, but envy? pride? Those are in everyone! It's just a matter of "feeding" it. Which is what I was doing. It doesn't mean I'm a bad person for feeling that, it just means that I have to let it go and turn it over so it doesn't manifest and drive me insane. I'm loving discovering about the human mind. Who would have thought it would take me becoming an alcoholic to understand the inner workings of my destructive thoughts!?! It's such a relief to be able to say, stop it!! To myself! And listen to myself! Haha, how freeing. I can't wait to get on to 8 and 9.

~Rayna

PS-Still haven't forgotten about the book. I'm so sorry it's taking me forever to look for it!