I was diagnose with bipolar when I was 13 and am on limictal. I just started a few months ago and this is the first support group. I found a local support group and am excited to have other such as ur selves to speak feely and not being told, that I am a drama queen or that I just need to get over. The best one I heard there is, there is no such diseases and if I stop thinking about it, it will just go away.

My problem today r a couple things, I have cheated on all my boyfriend usally when I am feeling down or on a high, it is so hard, I just want to be special and I like the feeling of the danger, the most beautiful person it the word, and the excitement that it give me.

In addition, I have a violent temper and I thought it was just me. I react and does not matter who ur. My boyfriend get so embarrassed when I tell people how I feel at that moment even at work, the damages me, I will go off at my business partner and sever most relationships when I need them to assist me on pricing and specifications. I feel they are screwing me over. I am like that with my friends; they think I have no filter. It’s my way or the high way. I am great at my job when I in my hyper mania ,I am aggressive, creative, I have so much energy and am great at presentation, or at least I think I am. But when I am having a bad moment they see a lost of confidence and motivation.

Question, what should I do when these moments happen and has anyone else been through these issues or is it just me?