It sounds like the healthy part of you wants to get help more than the unhealthy part of you wants to keep you sick. It's good you told the truth. Relax and wait to see what help will come your way as a result of this.
I hate medication changes too. I HATE THEM!!! They make me extremely anxious, afraid, depressed. But some of them have worked out very well for me. Sometimes you just have to give it a try and take the chance. After 3 months or so you have a good idea if a med is working for you or not.
As long you keep on being honest with what is going on with you, the medication changes, while perhaps trying your patience at times, will eventually work out well for you. Good luck!
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