But what if Im just comfortable going on and on like this....maybe I wont be....I havent been seeing her for that long.

Maybe there was a time I thought I felt comfortable talking to dt about it, I really didnt tho, I just wrote some memories down, and maybe it would open HER up. Maybe I did that. When I write that it seems like I could have been doing that with her.

I had some memories, but I wasnt sure what would happen from there....do I talk more or what. DT listened to it, and we came right back to talking about my present life. We didnt get into it at all. I wonder if it was my fault, I didnt talk more....or what. Or dt's fault. She didnt know how to help me. I dont know.