tarabug,
I am so sorry...what a terrible situation!
And I offer my apology. I was under the impression that the companies had a income/expenses ratio. It's why I mentioned the copay...you would pay that at the pharmacy but it is not connected with an insurance company.

Is there any chance your pdoc can keep you in samples for awhile? You mentioned being un-insurable, does CA have an insurance pool...here there is one. It's for people who can't get other insurance...but I am unsure of any limitations, etc..

Are you feeling all right?
It's going to be so very hard if you are coming off these drugs concurrently...
Please keep us posted and let us know how you are, ok?

In Peace