I can fully understand the pain that you are in missing your ex girlfreind.

I borke up with someone I cared a great deal about ,and lost a second best friend that I had, because i could no longer turst them or myslef.. I loved them both deeply, and had to make my choice to walk away from them for good..
Which to this day still hurts everytime her or his name is mentiond to me from others.

I can understand the thought it was all you.. BUT no sweetie it takes two to tango, as the phrase goes.
It takes two to make the realtionship to work, it taks a great deal of commucication and if you do not have that, then you have nothing to build on, nor will it last very long..

My mom gave me some great adivce once.. and I still use it today..
Never go to bed mad at each other always stay up and talk it over till it is resovled"

To this day, it has saved me many heartaches in my life..

Understand we care about you, and do understand if you need to take a break, but keep in mind, that not all of us, want you to go

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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