I hate my husband. If he got cancer and died, I would be so happy. He is a worthless human being. He is abusive, he does not work, he calls me horrible names infront of my kids and lets them call me horrible names. He makes fun of me because I believe in God, he makes fun of christians. He will not help clean the house, do laundry, take out the trash, or mow the yard, I do it all and I work full time while he goes to school full-time. I went to school full-time and worked full-time and took care of everything else. How can I make him leave? I am afraid if we get divorced the court will make me pay his expenses because I work and he does not. I hope he finds a girlfriend. I am going to pray every day that God removes him from my life. I can't take it anymore. I want to live a life of peace. He has cheated on me three times. Why won't he leave?