i think i just posted, but maybe it didnt work.

basically...what do you do when you mess things up hugely when manic, then get so depressed you cant move?...i know, stupid question.

i broke up with my boyfriend, gave notice to move without a place to move to, generally acted like a nutcase, spent hours, days planning crazy things, an obsessing abotu all the amazingf thigns i will do with my life,

now, i dont care to move.

but i have kids, and cant just do notihgin. i dont want to get worse.