thanks Fortunately im having a good day pain wise. Unfortunately that confuses me because if i was really sick i dont know if id have a good day or not. And the only reason i say unfortunately is because that means im a hypochondriac and i dont want to be one. I dont want to be really sick either....but id rather not have this horrible pain be all in my head. I wouldnt know how to handle someone saying your just going to have to deal with this the rest of your life. Its too much to bear...the pain is just too much to bear for the rest of my life having one good day out of many bad ones...so i blew my lid. Im sorry i freaked out, i needed an outlet because i didnt want to scare the baby and plus we need all our plates. I just wish i knew..the doctors knew what was wrong.