Billie -

Thank you for your post. I can see myself on so many levels even now. I think through these posts I may see the root of my problems (possibly) so I guess now I just have to figure out how to fix them.

I can say that I do believe there isn't anything I can't do. I have accomplished so much that I do like myself enough to see this. My depth of the issue is beyond that on an emotional side I guess. You know when you are alone and don't necessarily like what you see in the mirror?

I know that sounds sad and miserable; I do think it is a step of this journey in the right direction; see it, admit and act....

Thanks !!!

Jen