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I understand. Sometimes, I would cut my right hand off if I could just feel some damn releif. As far as the pharmacist goes, I understand that also. Sometimes we will catch people at bad times and this sounds like you may have. It doesnt excuse her behavior but it may explain it. I can not beleive your room mate calls you mental. I mean, that is so hurtful. I am sorry about that.

I am in a very bad way myself right now so I dont have any magical words of advice, just know that I understand.